The closure you are to the end of your innovative life. You become a Vin Scully,repeating what you've did since you were young. Maybe refining..but basically you never get out of same-o,same-o.
I would think somebody in prison would know that better than anybody. But that would be wrong since most don't hesitate to donate more young years as repeat offenders.
I know,its responsibility's to not go nuts when you have a family..yet, that feeling kicks in as you shed most of yer lifespan. Its gone and not coming back.
I guess the best you can do is be with a crowd who accepts that of life. Like Vin.